Immaculate Pain

Immaculate Pain
by

Apurva Sanjay Malewar

There are times when one has to go through immaculate pain, choosing the destiny of ones own creation. We are people who tend to complicate our own lives by being impulsive, and at the same time opposing everyone, who tends to obstruct our paths of an open road. We chose to tread on it, we chose to go that way but then we fail to realize how much we tend to push away those who try to stop us, for the mere reason of being kind. so we do not go astray or lose our paths, in turn lose our lives. Our decisions are bound by an emotional river of faith, in short the devil within us, that we listen..... and tend to realize our failures at treading on a rugged path, more like the path full of burning cinders what we thought would be a bed of roses.

Who would have known that the lightening would strike the treaded paths, blocked by mountains of stone, where the climb to glory would be tedious and rugged, with sharp edges and slippery, where a bad move or a small mistake would go against you and you would fall, and fall so hard that getting up would be harder. This is life, and it is what we have made. It is what we have brought upon us. It is not the understanding, the experience or the strategy to make the climb, it is the will and the desire.

anyway, mistakes have been made and there is nothing much one can do about but deal with it. But what pains me is the people who get hurt and they are the ones who get caught in the middle of it. They suffer for our causes and mistakes. The worst part is that they do not complain. We do go on and on with our hiccups and miseries. The love we get from our very own, cannot be measured, it is priceless. we do understand that but then again some of us cant express what we feel. Portraying a strong and carefree character. But deep down inside we are just surviving it.

There are two sides of a coin, always there are reasons as top why things happen, some are based out of perceptions created in owns mind, imaginations and make believe judgments that one tends to believe. Some people base their faith on such mindless miseries that corrupt ones mind and make life a living hell for others. It's all understood seen and judged. Normal people live with facts, based out of realities, not based out of perceptions. Some clear the air but some pass unseen judgments, that are just not true.Somehow we manage to live our lives with people with a miserable soul.

Such is life...... Remember people we make our own lives and we live it, we face our own consequences, but what we need to do is watch out for those curve balls that come our way.... DODGE THEM.... don't get sucked into hitting them, you will either miss them or they will hurt you......... watch out!!!!